im getting married in 35ish days.
i can't wait. i can't focus. i can't sit still. my head is just running at 1,ooo miles an hour thinking about getting married.
this is quite a hard stage to be in. i am not just "dating", it is more than that. there is a deeper dependance on the other person, there is more transparency, and there is a greater commitment to that person.
but,
you aren't married yet. you don't get to express you love in that physical way.
so, its kind of like that already... not yet... state. already married in some ways, but not yet in other ways.
this is kind of like the state that believers are in... we have already been saved, but we await the full redemption of our physical bodies that will come.
we should be in anxious anticipation of our full redemption. continually thinking about that day, and acting in accordance to that...
i can't imagine what it would be like if my fiance told me everyday that she is excited to marry me, but didn't want to spend any time with me at all and didn't talk to me and actually ignored everything i told her....
that just wouldn't fly...
we do that so much when it comes to our faith...
we say that we can't wait to go to heaven or see jesus, but yet we don't spend any time with him, we don't talk to him, and we ignore everything that he tells us...
if we are truly in love with him and can't wait to be with him, lets love him and obey him..
i can't wait to get married....
i love you more and more everyday!
